Wednesday, April 24, 2019

My simple brain model

The brain is driven by action potentials from the emotional center, that part of the inner brain where hormones meat peripheral nerve stimulus. The emotional center is all about not bothering the upper brain. Ther idea is to navigate to a save place so the brain can relax.

When action potentials cannot be handled with hormonal response, the stimulus trigger upper brain spiral activity columns, they click through their algebraic sequence.

Check your watch, for example, and you might hurry yourself though the day's schedule. Or you might sigh a 'Whew' of relief at having spare time. That dichotomy is mediated in the emotional center where chemistry meets electricity.

The emotional center is where meth does its damage. That is the social nightmare, the zombie effect. Like the mental health director said, a woman knowing her emotional center is wrecked, at 48, and a history of depression; everyone is in a double bind. Do not let it start in the first place.

No party is a fault, the entire public sphere requires some emotional navigation. If she is not emotionally centered, then please do not take on the responsibility of a it bull pup. But she rebels against lifelong disability, so would I. Her friend fouled this up, go caught. Then suddenly she and partner have to change residence, they never were in position to take of dog, and there is no temporary housing anywhere that is taking on the liability of a pit bull pup. The moderate pain in the ass becomes a crisis.

The 48 year old and pets have been an ongoing problem forever why her girlfriend dumped a pit bull on her is insanity, lifelong friends. But her emotional stability never lets her stay centered, and process that sequence, she does not trigger the neural column in charge of day to day. She grew up in meth environment, family surrendered to it. And she glimpses the hopelessness, sees herself as hopelessly brain injured, which is not quite true, but close. This is what we are dealing with in the trenches of cheap housing.

The cops are not unaware.
They now me, the 48 year old, her niece and son, most of her friends, the local hood, her grand child. The welfare knows about her, her daughter her step dad.  The official stack is current, ongoing, tall. We are lost, and so is she. Call cops now? Her mental health director met her a few hours earlier, called her at risk, attempted her job. warned cops. But cops had been to her current residence, not my rental. They been there two days earlier, on another matter. Bu, she has cop paranoia, cops tend to lock her up, her son up, for their own good.  Running from the cops is equivalent to running from the bad elements of the hood, breaking up the network. A direct conflict to the mental health capability. This is a tactical battlefield in motion.

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